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Thursday, August 28, 2014

Feeling Small

I have this problem where I can’t stop matching myself up to people in every way possible. Intellectuality, physical strength, attractiveness and overall ‘success’.
It drives me to resent the people who try to best me and instead of walking away, I HAVE to prove them wrong. I HAVE to either be better or create the illusion that I am smarter and more confident. When I find myself in a situation where I have no choice but to marinade or walk away, I drive myself insane overthinking it all. Thinking of all of their cons and all of MY pros.
The thing is, I’m perfectly okay with being less smart, not universally attractive, and at the physical strength I’m at….but I’m not okay with feeling small.

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